Frustration

I think I want to be in a happy state of mind so bad that I'm frustrating myself.  I find myself getting a headache.  It may be anxiety.  Anxiety for my oldest moving to another state and anxiety from my youngest being in the hospital.

I've always wanted to set things up so that everyone is happy.  It seems I can't control other people's feelings especially when I can't seem to bring myself completely out of the depressed state of mind.

I've started a thankful journal to recenter my mind and I'm putting scripture to memory that will remind me of God's comfort and security.