I think that I have come to tell myself that I have no ambition and that it has become a self fullfilling prophesy. The truth is that I do have ambition. I teach, I keep the house going, I interact with family and friends... I think it is hard for me to get going at times because of the difficulties I am going through but I am focusing on God and praying ALOT.
As I read Job I realize that I am not destroyed. I have a wonderful husband and it's me that keeps my head in the dark clouds-not him. I have supportive kids that have only positive uplifting things to say. Whether I learn to effectively pursue life with excitement and zeal is up to me.
The future I do not know but I am excited to find out. Hebrew 12:28-Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe.
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