-What a beautiful view out my kitchen window. I'm thankful for the green trees-in Winter!
-I'm thankful for a successful trip to CVS with no co-pay.
-I'm thankful for an understanding chiropractor with a listening ear.
-I'm happy that I have clothes to wear, a roof over my head and food to eat.
-I'm thankful for dirty clothes to keep me actively working.
-I'm thankful for the mishap where I searched for Jacob for 2 hours-good exercise in patience as well as body.
-I'm thankful for a helpful husband who cooked dinner because I was too stressed to think about it.
-I'm thankful for the peace I have in God.
-I'm thankful for my circumstances that make me grow daily.
Being thankful in all circumstances seems to be the lesson right now. I Thessalonians 5:18 says "give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
At this very moment I don't know where my child is. He ran out of the house at 7 am and I'm waiting. I am trying to focus on peace. It's hard to give thanks.
He is truely out of his mind. He left yesterday morning and returned around 5 unharmed but in a very emotional state. He would be polite and kind one moment and yelling and angry the next.
I still don't know if we are dealing with schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, or Bipolor I. I have prayed non stop for God to hold my baby and keep him safe. It's Monday and his friends should be in school so I don't know what my son is doing.
It's scary.
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